my.simple.life.

shopping day!

2009-02-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

went kb mall with ah wei just now.its feels good to finally hanging out with my friend instead of my mum during friday.i am indeed lonely here and luckily my girl will be staying here until she finish her study & her exam,maybe in 2 or 3 months :)

there's a Dragonball movie exhibition @ the mall.Believe me,every of the promoter is wearing the orange uniform!

see!the yellow head!guess who! :D

and yea the orange uniform.ignore the butt.

it's something with the pc stuff & of course they have 2 booths for people to try out their new pc.There's actually 2 girls,at age between 10 - 14,playing DOTA!

i just cant help letting my jaw drop seeing them playing there.Or maybe im just too old for the game?swt.

feeling hungry,i accompany ah wei to McD.im not that hungry cause i bought a cup of popcorn while shopping earlier.So she said maybe i can help her finish up her coke.

and this is the empty cup she got for me.by sharing the large coke.
with straw!

the burger always fancies me but not this time.

maybe the cellulite at my arse is giving me the alarm.For good!

but still,i grab some fries she offered me.haha!

this shopping is fine and i manage to buy some stuff but definitely not jeans.

there are 50% off but too bad,the design,i dont like :(

have to wake up early tomorrow morning so till here now.oyasumi minna :)

are these true?

2009-02-26T23:37:00.007+08:00

You Are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

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i never had tarot reading before.

some says it's true, some says no.

as for me, let's just believe in ourselves.

shall we? :D

want to know what you are?click this!

http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/

credit : link from Renaye's blog :)

life goes on...normally

2009-02-25T23:29:00.007+08:00

this is part of my everyday now.Get used to this small town without going karaoke and cinema which, we dont have any of it HERE.

sob.

the other half is in my stomuch already.haha!

Since the day i go "green island" kopitiam to take my breakfast, i've been ordering roti bakar ever since then.it's crunchy, warm & the butter melts once i take my bite..gosh..feels like paradise somehow.im so glad i can have tis classic toast at here.Compared with the toast i had at kl, i guess im more into this one :p The cresent blade in my boss's office.

the malay office boy told me that the boss bought it at China.why in the sudden this blade is being placed outside his room anyway?well,pretty obvious,his business reputation aint that good now and he decided to call a Feng Shui man to look around his room,and asking for his advice of course.He made some changes on his furniture's spot & started to clean up his messy room.
i guess this cleaning part explains why i see this blade and some other antique stuff outside his room :)

My first photo in the car,on the driver's seat.i really wonder how long do i need to finally drive alone.now i only drive home after my work with my mum beside me,guiding.i know im still very novice in this and i do hope i can drive around the town with my friend beside me,not my mum.haha sorry mum~

Cars still scare me off sometimes.they run WILD.

what a wonderul world~

2009-02-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

they make me want to have a chew on the marshmallow ~
or maybe dive into a big big cotton pool~
well at least laying on those soft clouds...

aww~lovely clouds~blue blue sky~ <3
how wonderful is this world is?
be kind, treat our earth well people :)

zora wa suki desu :>

that's what I get

2009-02-23T10:39:00.003+08:00

i eat & eat & eat,and this is the repay for eating too much.
i had fried chicken, french fries, pizza, fried popiah, nasi lemak, nasi gulai... etc.

my oh my...having cough & sore throat aint tat fun after all...

"that's what i get when i eat too muchh~whoahhoooahhhhooo~" :(

happy V day!

2009-02-14T10:51:00.004+08:00

Valentine Treasures
Valentine treasures are people whohave often crossed your mind.

family, friends and others, too,

who in your life have shined the warmth of love

or a spark of light that makes you remember them;

no matter how long since you’ve actually met,

each one is a luminous gem

who gleams and glows in your memory,

bringing special pleasures,

and that’s why this Valentine comes to you:

You’re one of those sparkling treasures!

By Joanna Fuchs

dedicated to all my friends...

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hey..for the loving couples,wish u all a happy valentines.
it's not that important for me since im still single but i believe for the one who's planning to confess, its the big day and hopefully they will have happy endings.
as for the singles, enjoy tis big day wit ur frens and ur family.valentine is not meant for loving couples only.

when there is LOVE, there's Valentine.

xoxo, alicia

photos -

2009-02-13T18:24:00.008+08:00

let's start everything with me- the hillarious one.

see the longkang!eeewww...

yah ba vun i noe my hair is like the roaster.

lyn~

bavun.bob.me

see i told u,im crazy! :D

us us <3> beautiful leg (?)

im naughty.sory wei wei XD

yay~the swing~~ :p

lyn.vun.bob.

tis is classic man!

i love tis one :p

what?r u trying to tell me something?

im all hungry now.

auntie :'hmm the soup is not bad.'

joe,heng, lyn - stare.

tat's auntie wit another auntie

(i cant remember who she is)

ah tat's uncle back from work.

the BMW ~

part 2 :D

2009-02-13T17:54:00.009+08:00

As promised, I will now continue my previous post on the day I spend my cny at ba vun’s place.

Before me & ah wei go her place, ba vun called me that night and asking me if I wanna join her friend’s steamboat dinner over his place. I knew her friend once but im just worried that maybe he had already forget who I am. At first I hesitate to join but then ba vun promised that he will remember who I am and she said it’s ok to bring a couple of friends to the dinner. Made up my mind,I go then ~Ba vun also planned to ask ah wei to follow but she had a dinner with her family that night. So we thought of fetching her after we have our dinner.

We reached her friend’s place around 8.30 and im glad that he still remember me. Kind of think of it, I haven’t see him for years already. That is the first time I tried vegetarian steamboat. For my surprise, they are actually delicious! I ate a lot that night since I’ve become a piggy from the start of cny. Ba vun even complain about my appetite. Nyahaha~I don’t care~

We took a short walk around his place to let the digest process work. We also met a cute puppy brought by one of his friend named Yumi. We even thought that the owner name him from the pop Japanese singer Ayumi. Hehe~ Too cute to resist, both of us took picture with this pup.

Yumi <3

so cute!

kawaii~ <3

Ba vun called ah wei after the dinner and asked her to get ready but I told her that I haven’t pack up my stuff yet. So I spend some time pack up while they wait me at the living room and then off we go~

Bobby was there wagging her tail when she saw her owner come home. We grab our stuff & go in to greet her parents. We knew them well since we are friends since we’re 5 & 6. So we naturally make ourselves like our home. We chat with everyone there and then watched horror movie in her room.

Her lil sis was there with us and we all sleep around 3am I guess. I woke up around 11am but ba vun was already staring at her lappy saying that she has assignment to rush on. Brushed my teeth and waited for auntie to bring back the breakfast. Ah wei & lyn still snoring upstairs while we have our breakfast.

Last night auntie told me that im fat and should diet starting this morning by not having breakfast. I complained but lucky she was just joking or else I will be starving like hell already. We have vegetarian meals for our breakfast & lunch but somehow I really enjoy it and they r more healthier. We had another vege steamboat for lunch and I just cant stop enjoying myself with the food.

FOOD! :D

3 of us along with Lyn went for a walk to loosen our stomach. We should walk after we eat.haha~ We took some photo and makes me wonder that when is the last time we actually took picture together.

Couple of years o guess. YEARS! O.O

‘By any chance, we should took more photo when we gather again’ I thought to myself.

Walking is bored and we came up playing tennis & badminton until we gone tired. We always play badminton & cycling when we were young. No matter what we did when we’re younger, we always tend to get so excited talking about the past especially me.keke~

Time pass fast, me & ah wei have to go home then. Uncle was the most excited person to send us home. Know why? Because he can take us a ride in his new BMW. It was awesome and to tell the truth, I’ve never ride on a BMW.hehe. We reach home and I was like ‘ah~what a wonderful day~’.

at that night me & ah wei went kbmall.poor ba vun cant come due to her assignments.

Hahaha~and here’s the photos :- (so sorry itz very random)

tat's ah wei ~

lion dance @ kbmall
mee goreng by auntie

see the m&n's size? nyahaha!

yea~under the sun~

hey when is my turn?i wan to swing too!

cheeseee :p

i think she is explaining something...

itz fun taking photos right? :)

that's bobby btw~

haha!

Creamy, the oversize chao chao.

see what i mean?healthy! :D

'hey when is the steamboat ready?im starving already.'

smile girl smile :)

FOOD!

and owh,this is the vegetarian fried onion for the steamboat.

it's made from cabbage u noe and they taste really good!

the steamboat soup

tat's ba vun showing us the cabbage 'onion'

late cny post

2009-02-08T11:12:00.005+08:00

cny aint tat cool tis year.but still,as usual my family did wut they have done in some of the years before this.fire crackers,bbq,grill fish & prawns,porks...porks porks!my uncles love porks so we have a lot of stock of this in the fridge.im no vegetarian..soli neh ba vun >.<

meeting every of family member is marvellous.we knew we cant oways meet & i oways get suprised by how the children grows & yet they r still as naughty as they oways do.keke.my mum help me count how many cousins i have (father side) which are all younger than me.10 in total o.o no wonder i will get tantrums too when they r around *knock head*

i notice tat my cny pass by very fast.i din get enough of sleep & the worst is i dont get to meet most of my friends who came back from kl & etc.sob.i have been following my parents to few places & they mostly use up a day or a half staying there.i drank a lot of wine tis year and now im still feeling of drinking it now~though i have 2 at my dining table now.

the best thing during cny is to spend time wit my buddies : ba vun & ah wei.

i spend my last 2 cny holiday over vun's place.3 of us,ah wei, ba vun & me,finally get to have a sleepover since the last time we had while we're still very very young.it was fun~we chat a lot & watch horror movie tat night.ah wei & me are sensitive to aircond so we have ourselves prepared before staying at ba vun's place.tissues,blankie & jacket tat is XD both of us cant stay in aircond room for long.we'll start sneezing all night long.we sleep quite late tat nite.hehe~

so for the nex day we have vegetarian steambot,play badminton & take a lot of pictures~i will state more detail in my next post coz now im in the office wit my sleepy mode on.i will down in a few hours & now im waiting for the clock to hit 2.lunch time bebeh~

stop here first.to be continue-

happy day!

2009-01-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

first & foremost,i wan to say THANK YOU for my fren for helping me in designing the 3D artwork for my dad.they r marvellous & the art dazzled me :p

im kinda regret for not choosing interior design now.if i did,i shud have and could have help my dad in his career now.but i always prefer 2D stuff..so ..sorry dad >.<

i have no idea wut happen to my boss today but i am just to hyper to know that he actually UPGRADE my salary and when i told my mum bout it,i think she was dancing at the other line.haha~AND my boss invite us for dinner at Chiang Mai and yea i can say tis is something i shud be curious bout.

i asked the clerk who had work here for 4 years & she told me tat the boss never ever treat the workers for dinner around chinese new year.and now he did.how weird is tat?

ok,maybe he just hit his head HARD today.maybe *nod*

``*made clan logo for fish today.glad tat he like it.haha! :)

``*my new phone number (last 4 numbers) 1086 hit ToTo today.WOW o.o

``*after tomorrow i think i'll be flying already~cny~here i come! XD

CNY is coming!

2009-01-21T00:39:00.005+08:00

red red stuffs!
see tat?they have 2 u noe~

tat's my mum walking to POLARIS

went kbmall just now.everything is decorated in RED.

not the atmosphere & red stuffs interest me but...

"the festive of ang pao & food is coming around!" my brain told me this :)

guess tat im not the only person think of tis.nyahaha~

i help my dad capture some photos of the POLARIS jewelry shop for his working thingy n im a lil' ashame coz i cant really help him since im a graphic designer,not a interior designer..no choice,i have to ask my fren help...

hopefully she can help me bout it >.<

my stomuch still grumble a bit after my tour to toilet for 6 times today.pretty bad huh? :(

hope my stomuch will get well by tomorrow coz i dun wanna have another leave now...

apply leave = bye bye salary T^T

yaypee~finally i can play ro again~ *dancing*

thx "him" for sharing the download wit me.

so... LET'S PLAY~ :D

i want~

2009-01-17T12:32:00.005+08:00

i wanna fly~
i wanna dive~
i wanna dance~
i wanna swing~
i want~i want~ :)

"all i want is you..." - 911

suicide.

2009-01-17T10:44:00.003+08:00

as soon as i place myself at the cushion seat at my office,i got tis silly thing brought up my mind.something which is,like i never consider or think 'bout it.
my mind tell me that tis is very stupid & unreasonable.well it's juz something in my mind,not tat im gonna do it pysically.

SUICIDAL :O

come to think of it,i find it very interesting now.my curiousity maybe.haha~
tis is very common,and im pretty sure teens commit tis strange act more.the reason?

pressure?loneliness? :(

i'm thinking,why they wanna bring up this while there are always solution to every problems?not like u gonna end ur life because he/she dumped u.
what if someone wanna end their life just because they feel bored & had enough with their life?like...can't think of any other reason to live?eventhough there's no stress nor pressure on them?

empty.

i guess that's why they wanna end this whole thing up.An empty life.meaningless.
sounds so awkward by saying this out but our life is all we got when we're born.
we have this important mission in this.a big responsibility.we're gonna paint this whole life up and be happy with it.everyone is an artist in their life.so many definations for LIFE.

here's what i got from the dictionary:

"The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and inanimate matter, manifested in functions such as metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment originating from within the organism."

Property,quality,functions...

even the dictionary,a plain straightforward answer teach us something.
do realize that our life is the only property we have since the day we born and we're gonna take them to the end if we're dead.everyone's life is the same.only the quality that matters.everyone is born unique.even the twins are different.what do we demand more when we have a happy peaceful life?in this case we can always exclude wealthy from tis because money is the MAIN reason that break families apart.well this is my point of view but not all the rich ones live like this.just a part of it.

c'mon,just one life.we cant demand for another u know.even if u wanna suicide,just at least think of the people who lying sick & helpless in the hospital.they r struggling every moment just to live while u are struggling every fucking stupid reason just to die.

we may be feeling lonely,we may be in pain,but we're never being left alone.
stick with it.dont lead this to an end.peace.love. :)

messages-

2009-01-12T22:43:00.003+08:00

* happy birthday kok seng! hope u enjoy ur big day :)

*and as for vie,congrats for the new space for urself..BRAND NEW!no more past thingy ok?glad tat u finally made it~cheers!

* dear val-chan!thx for the dream u share wit me~and how i wish maybe someday we can meet! *dreaming*

* ok boss,juz wanna tell u my theory - we dont do things right when the brain is not connected wit our body k? so watch ur step while ur doing hard thinking.hahaha!lucky u din fall tat hard...though.

________

somehow i wish im dreaming now... :)

they weren't so great.

2009-01-09T20:05:00.005+08:00

went terengganu last 2 days.for job of coz.
followed my boss & his bro wit his car.
he's speeding all way long to where we're goin!
for crying out loud.
im so glad i got there in one piece.thank god.
2 signboards for me to handle and yea everything went pretty good.
thanks for the custmoer's stupid kid who cried,for his success of distracting me.
and yea i got more hours on tat piece of shit.
i don't care.
i just wanna finish tis whole thing up and get myself back home.
pack up my stuff while waiting for his car.
we had our dinner and how glad i am to know tat i will be home after a couple of hours.
after our stomuch filled up,he started the engine.
everything goes like i wanted and damnit man!
i cant believe the engine had ruined all my owh-we're-going-home-dream.
so his car broke down & left us no choice.
lucky the boss have insurance for the car,
and im so happy to know that they also provide toll service. 24 HOURS.
cool :)
once in my lifetime,i had a ride in the broken car on top of the truck.
feels like im sitting in a double decker.upper deck.
but the worst thing is,im shaking my body whole way back to my home.
(-metro station - shake shake?)
LOL
but we made it.we reach kb around 2 in the morning.

what can i say?
working experience maybe?hahaha~
how funny.

* first photo - the loading onto the truck.
second photo - my boss and the others where talking craps while the malay loading up the car.swt.

good or shoot?

2009-01-02T01:20:00.005+08:00

Twilight,New Moon,Eclipse & Breaking dawn.

right.im now officially a fan to Steph's novel.sweet.
i juz finished new moon.but i noe soon i'll finish every single page of these novels in 2 days (as if i dun work) :)

its an addiction u noe.having each sentences on the book go to ur mind through ur eyes & then imagination to the heart.tis is how it worked on me.itz like a blind man watching a movie.u cant see the images but somehow u feel how it was like from the words.how magical :)

i even got myself memorize the quotes in the story.how scary.

and yea i admit im not a novel fan but thanks for the movie im now burrying my head into the books already.the book is always near me before i finish reading it.beside my bed,in my bag,on my office table,on the coffe table,one the shelf...gosh i'm bringing the book travelling same like how it take my mind travel through the story.haha~silly me..

wut my comment is tat the movie is not as good as the novel since itz a adaption but still,if i havent read the book,i would say the movie is really awesome.not like im saying it's bad,but i juz prefer the novel.

apparently i do listen to the soundtrack of the movie coz some of them is nice.i would prefer "Decode" from Paramore & "Bella's Lullaby" music by Carter Burwell.

i guess it's kinda hard for my friends to understand y i'm so addicted now.haha~

dun worry,it wont last long,i promise :D

happy new year!

2009-01-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

wow~time pass by juz like lightning.no,itz more than lightning.its the speed of light! :O

sway away all those bad things left behind 2008.
bye bye 2008,hello 2009!

new year~new start.well tis is wut we usually say during the first day in the new year right? :) i bet everyone does even before new year.

everyone may be busy thinking bout their wishlist and plan for the party ahead.
damn im so envy.im all stuck in tis small place wit the heavy rain pouring for hours since 8pm! how do i suppose to see the fireworks now??ah..curse the rain -grin-

well,kinda think from the bright side,itz not tat bad celebrating by juz staying at home,facing the flat screen during the new eve.i suppose im not the only one staring at the screen & busy typing "happy new year" to everyone they have in their FB,msn & so on.
im glad enuff tat all the long lost contact fren wished me precise 12am.itz kinda supprise too ya noe :)

well not only my finger is busy typing on the keyboard,same goes to my phone's keypad!haha itz been a while my phone din rang like tis.eventhough i like Prisoner of Love which i've set as my msg ringtone,but i find it kinda annoying since itz been singing again & again now.-switch to silent-

nyahaha >:D

im so guilty now by leaving my blog so OUTDATED since -thinking- the last time i update.haha.im seriously so busy wit all the works in the office & they r driving me nuts!well i think i shud have a break from tis and so i went kl for 3 days & thank god,it is a vacation then.me likeey :D

like other gurls out there,all i do is shop, shop & more shop.until i drop -.-
i did bought a lot of clothes since i think i really need to reload my drawer wit some new stuff.the old stuff gonna go u noe :)

but 3 days were really fast.i nearly feel like goin to hell when i realise my vacation is over.shoot,not tat office again -.-

and owh,congrats to the PMRians for their result.good job guys! -thumbs up-

after new year,itz chinese new year ady.well im not happy bout it since itz not my fav eve.nth special i guess.except for the red packets -evil laugh- :D

for my frens who drop by i sincerely apologize for my lack visit to ur blog and i promise i will visit as frequent as i can.gome ne...

so tatz all for today~im gonna make my wishlist too.haha~goodnight :)

almost lover <3

2008-12-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

i like tis song :)

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trickWell, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left,
you kissed my lips
You told me you would never,
never forget These images No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]

I cannot go to the oceanI cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fineDid I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

random stuffs~

2008-12-15T23:40:00.005+08:00

photos & some captions.well free title i for today i guess~ha :D

i love tis new vest so much <3
erm,the dinner i had last friday.food is nice tho :)

no mirror,all rust body and the best thing is,it still roll on the road!

how amazing izzit??

D-I-Y sling bag.not so good but still handy in using :)

better than throwing away rite?

my all time home slipper.hoho :>

ok val in case u read my post here,i juz wanna tell u tat

DONT jealous k? XD

i'll try find one for u~

my presents~except for tat poring.self made :)

comfy~ ^.^

seriously i really like to eat japanese sweet potato during rainy days.

they r FABULOUS :D

the sweater i oways want.but tooo expensive.

if i buy,i might make a BIG hole in my wallet.sobs.

cuz i just had a bad day -.-

2008-12-12T01:52:00.003+08:00

i have a terrible bad mood today before i online.
2 things make me gone mad today - work & dad :(

WORK:
it's the job i received at August and guess what,the work it's still one pending!
tis is a 4 pages wholesale cataloge of an old customer and he is a fussy person.
change tis & tat,remove tis and tat...argh!he makes me sick! X(
but i still have to do tis silly job until he satisfy wit it.and so he said he CONFIRMED around november and now came out from nowhere his company called our clerk and i was informed tat a new person is in charge wit tis cataloge.The WORST things is he wants me to change the whole thing and replace wit the new products in it.i was like WTF.ur wasting my time dude!
itz like months im doin' tis piece of shit and now u want me to like ..start to do the whole thing again like i've never do it before??? O_O

im so gonna kill him now.dun let me see him.grrr.....

DAD:
he come home late today and yea he's drunk.for no reason i was being scolded like a stupid girl but since he's drunk,im too lazy to fight back and just go in my room.i have no idea y he become like tis.if its pressure then i have to say NO its not a good excuse cuz if its really for pressure,he can find some other way to chill himself rite?i really gettin so far from him since last 2 years.i dun talk more than 10 sentences wit him within a week.how bad is tat?

really,im too lazy to think y u r my dad and why im ur daughter.

boredom

2008-12-09T19:54:00.001+08:00

2 days holiday = double the boredom.

ah,my life is so dull.kill me please -.-

after dinner

2008-12-08T02:08:00.004+08:00

today it's just wonderful.
no work,goyang kaki in the office,on9,chatting..like what i usually do when i'm at home. *giggle*

today i had a dinner with my dad's friend @ Chiang mai AGAIN -.-
but still,im satisfied wit the dishes there.they are great :)

after the beer drinking session we decide to go home.my mum do the driving coz my dad is a lil' drunk ady.while on the way home,me & my mum scanned some awful mechanical smell right from the engine there.
feeling uneasy,she stop the car by the side and ask my dad to check it out.lucky my mum stop and insist a check up coz guess wut,the car is having some kinda smoke right from the pipe there.lack of water i guess.
since the petrol station is opposite the road,my mum walk over & buy a bottle of water and then fill it into the engine.the smoke is incredibly scary and the water was like splitting out and uh not to mention-it's HOT water! >.<

my dad handle it all and ask mum to continue her driving.i can see my mum is so worried if we can get home before the car break down again.we stop 3 times to fill up the water tank and luckily we reach home and to my dear PROTON SAGA,ur goin' to see ur doc tomorrow.

get well soon :)

simple :)

2008-12-07T00:14:00.003+08:00

itz like ages i din update my blog.i'll make it simple today.here i go~ :)

1* finally i passes my driving test.WOOHOO :D
2* i've sick with rainny days.they r killing me!
3* i went shopping ALONE yesterday but still get to buy some things like mags,cds & nail polish.
4* i cooked spaghetti for my family.yum yum :3
5* my weight aint goin' down. *sigh*
6* now i will oways carry 2 phones with me.one is line,one is prepaid.haha~
7* i fixed my modem last 2 days and now i can oways on9 ady.
8* i think im addicted to Twilight. *wink*
9* and im goin' to read the book 2 weeks later.haha~
10* counting the days until u come back piehole.i miss u very much :)
11* i had stuck my w580 earphone in my left ear for almost 12 hours today.crazy!
12* im breakin' the law these few days by downloading videos from youtube .. opps o.o'
13* helping val-chan design a xmas event ticket last few days.glad tat she likes it :)
14* my boss laugh at me when i said "i failed my parking again."shyt.
15* my boss still pay me even i have 3 half day leave for my car test.hehe ~
16* i had a D.I.Y on my old red sling beg.but i cant finish it without superglue.gonna buy it tomorrow.
17* i deperately wanted a new sweater.seriously!
18* my biggest dissapointment this year - cant go kl for vacation.sobs :'-(
19* i need to tidy up my wardrobe ady.they r such a mess!
20* notice tat times goes by really FAST.2009 is coming guys! :O

*and owh,i guess itz like years i din take photos.shud start to snapping now~hehe *kachik*! :3

"Musang"

2008-11-23T13:41:00.005+08:00

yesterday night i spend my whole night watching Hong Kong drama in my room.
everything is so simple.no noise,no yelling but only sound from the television.i lay lazily on my bed and my eyes start to close.how sleepy -.-
but suddenly there's a big BANG noise came from the ceiling of my room while i was like HUH?
then there's no noise again after that.i tot it's juz cat passed by the roof or else.then the BANG hits the roof another time.this is is louder than the first one and this is when my mum run up the stairs and ask me what's goin' on.
seriously i have no idea what's goin' on.my mum was worried and she asked my dad who's sleeping without even know what happening now.my mum then explain the noise and my dad grab the ladder and climb up to the space where we have our water tanks there.with the torch light shine through the area,my dad said "EH!GOT SOMETHING!"
me & my mum was like "WHAT'S THAT?WHAT'S THAT?"

LOL.

according to my dad,he said its not a cat.it's something like musang.the fruit eater Musang?
how did they get up there?its not one but TWO of them.weird :\
then my dad go to store room and manage to find back his old fissing net which he thought he could catch those musang more easier since they are running here & there.My dad caught one but the second one ran away.aww~it's a young musang in the net.how CUTE! :D
i'll post the photo tomorrow.hehe
with the net on his hand,my dad slowly carry the musang and put him into the old big fish tank near to the kitchen.there's no fish there of course. (smile)

poor thing.how did u get in the water tank there?itz dark and i dun think there's fruits for u to find there.the cute little thing shivers and trying to escape by jumping out the tank.but the tank's height is a lil' too hard for him.i put water and a apple for him in case he's hungry.
we have to leave him there until the next day coz it's already very late.
this morning when i see him he's still sitting at the corner of the fish tank and i think he's too afraid to move more pace in the tank.the apple was left untouched and i really do hope he'll munch it before he hunger to death.i cant help anything but these right now.hopefully my dad will sort this up and i wish this little cute musang will eat the apple and i'll leave the rest to my dad.

don't be afraid! :)

*updated here he is <3

and owh it ran away after i got home tat day :)

seriously i hate rainny days -.-

2008-11-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

i cant believe i failed my driving test today!argh!seee that's y i hate rainny days :(
i was doing well today i swear i did!but just becoz the rain...make me (newbie) see wrong the rod behind me and the car slightly touched the rod.shyt.
but luckily i pass my test rounding outside n i have to retake my test nex week again.hopefully the sky behave a little that day *praying hard*

as for yesterday,went yam cha wit all the old classmates of 5sc4 @ golden bean.itz been like years we didnt meet and yea it might be a longer for me though.hehe.i dun hav the photos wit me now.and thx to dear Cathy she uploaded and tagged us in facebook.thankie for ur hardwork gurl! =D

itz fun taking photos together and i wish if we can oways meet up or somethin like tat.itz so much fun u noe! :D

the same old quote my dear friends~friend forever! hahaha XD

14 nov rainy

2008-11-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

itz another week now..din really notice how fast the time pass by..
i got myself a headphone at my office and now i listen to online radio everyday~cool =)
and the best thing is i can improve my english and update myself wit the popular song now.make me remind of how interesting it is to listen to the people talking on air.
and owh,not the chinese stations.i get bored of the songs there.argh chinese songs.couldnt get any better =\

monsoon coming ady..rain everyday..what's worst is tat i hate rainy days the most -.-
according to the news,monsoon will only end around march nex year.means rainning on CNY?? NOOOOO .... >.<

gosh i hate this.
~rain rain go away~come again another day~~

go through vie's blog today and i got a nice quote there.
"Get out. Move on, and never look back."

this is life =)

i got this song repeating in my head now
`pussy cat dolls - i hate this part.

congratulations

2008-11-08T00:38:00.002+08:00

the first black president setting a new USA history - Barack Obama

`cheers =)

photos :)

2008-11-07T23:40:00.010+08:00

no long essay for today.some random & birthday photos only =)

venue :celebrate @ KB kopitiam

time:9pm

with:mum,bro,ba vun,ah wei & lyn <3

dad not here coz he's having massage @ home =\

my 1st bday cake from Ann~ (^.^)v

tadaaa~yum yum =3

she gave me tis too~aww~ <3>

mum & me

hahas!

OUR CAKE! XD

it's ok to do tis rite? =p

juz a lil' girl wit her family =)

fruit frank from muhibah <3>

(*^.^*)

eh eh!i x wan to die on my bday!choiiiii! X(

NOT TODAY T^T

aww~love u guys~muaks~ =D

*speechless*

* make a wish~make a wish~ *

photo wit wei @ bus station b4 she go kl

my lovely gurls~ <3>

eh eh no bitting here!

tako yaki tei restauran.too bad,no jap food =(

present from wei wei <3

from vun vun <3>

spaghetti made by my aunty~its really nice u noe! =D

LAO pei XD

my Cawaii! mags =)

3rd nov 2008

2008-11-04T00:54:00.002+08:00

first of all,THANKS to all my sweet frens who wish me and i really really happy coz i never noe tat i have so many frens who remember my birthday.. *touched*

millions of thanks to all my friends...my old classmates,college frens,old pals,online frens...love all of u and im here sincerely wishing everyone happy everyday,stay healthy and all the best in everything you do! =D

without u all,my birthday is meaningless....thanks...THANKS! ^^

so who's more cruel now??

2008-10-31T02:36:00.003+08:00

as usual i walk to work tis morning and i got something a lil' interesting for today cuz it's the first time i get so close wit a COW.

yes,a cow,four-legged tamed animal wit horns.
you can see how quiet they are even there's someone standing beside them.

but everytime i see a cow or juz happen to think of it,i remember an incident happened last few months during the malay fasting month.I heard tis from my malay colleuge past few months before raya.

she told me tat there's someone (malay man) who stole the thigh of a cow around her neighbourhood.Sounds like no big deal right?

no,you're SO wrong.

it's not the chopped piece in the kitchen or so,but it's from the cow that is still alive and being tied up in the farm.i got so emo after i listened to her and for the whole day i feel so down and started to curse the malays.

tis is how the malay man 'steal' the thigh of the cow.

1st he cuts the tendons of the cow so the cow cant run or escape.
2nd he uses the parang blade cut off the thigh of the cow!!!
imagine someone cutting off ur leg while you're SLEEPING.
the cow bleed so much and he cant even survive until the next morning....

the STUPID man did tis just because he has no money for his raya.

the malays pray so much hoping that their lord will protect them and so on.
and tis is how they treat the other living creatures tat their lord create.
why the fuck they need to be protect since they dont even know how to protect others?? wtf....!!! >:-(

how could he do this to the animal?
see how the chinese eat the exotic animals and how they kill those harmless creatures...From where they got all those guts to do these and hell they did these just to get satisfaction for their appetite.

For those who said that the tigers,the lions and leopards are the scariest living creature in the world,im here to tell you that you are SO WRONG,again.

The cold-blooded, cruel, savage,scariest living creature in this world...are us

HUMANS.

laugh your heart out! =D

2008-10-28T01:31:00.010+08:00

welcome back to dear sze yi and welcome to Kota Bharu Wei Ying =)

ah..i didnt take photos wit them..shud have take one just now..

gosh my stomuch is so full and i cant sleep...let's see..

1st station-Chiang mai..ate a lot!

*burp*

2nd station-"i forget name" cafe @ jln kuala krai..a cup of cappuccino.

*burrrrp*

3rd station-oriental Kopitiam.had a cup of plain water.

*BuuURrPPPppPP*

*excuse me* ehem.

oh my...my stomuch gonna blast now! keep on burping since i had my meal at chiang mai..ish..pain pain... =(

i feel so happy today..and i laugh a lot!thanks for my dear friends who made me laugh~it's quite embarresing to laugh like monkey but to tell the truth,i feel like im in heaven for 2 seconds.

as for me,im simple.anything tat's funny,i'll laugh like gorilla and i feel happy when my frens laugh along wit me.well,actually they r laughing at me,the gorilla me.hehe =)

sincerely i wish all my friends to smile always and..

LAUGH YOUR HEART OUT Y'ALL !!!

`don't u know tat laughing is also a remedy for stress? =)

sweet memories =)

2008-10-25T00:22:00.004+08:00

finally~i had a sleepover at your place last night.
the last time i had tis sleepover at ur place was like months ago or last year.
so sory i could'nt recall.
thank you so much for bringing back all those happy memories we had when we're still very young.do u know tat i oways smile by myself when i remind of some silly things we used to do back then.
i never realize that everything we did in the past can make me feel so proud.Proud that both of us have a perfect childhood in the past years.
maybe u din realized tat i drop my tears of happiness when we're cycling to 7-eleven.im so happy to have the same cycling experience again with you even it's just a short trip to the shop.
everything flash back when im cycling behind you.the same old bike,eventhough it's not the same road,but really dear,u brought back all those sweet memories to me~haha~
but to tell the truth,i really enjoy tis kinda small adventure like how we used to do when we're young.dont u feel so? =)
but luckily we went back home safely with all those junk food hanging on the bike's handle.by the time we reach home,i feel like "yeay!we accomplish our mission again!" haha~silly right?
time passes by,and we are now all grown ups already.u study,i work.
no more badmintons,no more jumping ropes,no more pillow fights,no more masak-masak and we really miss a lot of fun after we grow up.
although there's msn,emails,sms and phone calls to keep us contact but we can hardly spend times together like we used to be now.
i feel sad for the kids now.technologies are now their games.i even came up wit some kids who dont even know what is congkak,skipping stones,masak-masak and the games we used to play while we're young.so dissapointing...

but i hope u know that even if we're far apart,i will always have you in my heart my dear friend.gosh i love you so much~ =D
do come back more often during your holidays~we miss you ^^

p/s:do bring more goodies back from kl when u come back~kekeke =D thanks!

blew it again.

2008-10-22T01:53:00.002+08:00

went in the room today.when i hand in the resign letter,he dun wan to accept.
i have to listen to his lecture somemore.but some how he's got the point.
and silly me,have work at the same place again *sigh*

but from tis,i learn something new.
and thanks to my dear colleuges tat help me throughout my working days.
thank you so much! =D

`currently listening to From This Moment - Shania Twain <3

it's time to change!

2008-10-21T13:40:00.003+08:00

finally i've made up my mind.im going to resign tis work and yea i will.
today i'll give the letter to boss.hopefully he dun ask too much things.
i hope that i can fit into tis new company.i havent work there yet but soon.
i've been rolling on my bed these late nights coz i cant choose.
but then my mum,giving me the strongest support and said "just change the job dear."
i hope tat im making the right decision.i wan to learn more and tis is my journey in seeking the best job for me.hahas~

i've notice tat im treating my dog badly these days.he's been barking like 24 hours!
he barks when there's something pass by (not those invincible things -.-)
my mum roll up the paper and slap his back.ouch..tat hurts.
but i think he's already numb and dun even scare when my mum roll the paper again.swt.
ah stupid dog.u r cute for me,but y cant u juz behave a lil' bit *sigh*

days like tis are totally boring.i wish there's something interesting happening around me more =)
`i wan go yam cha~
`i wan go shopping~
`i wan go cinema~
`i wan go to the beach~
`i wan to have a sleepover~

i wan i wan i wan! (T^T)

heartache.backache.ouch =(

2008-10-16T18:11:00.003+08:00

i made my visit to Dr Chong Clinic again last 2 days.
i believe that everyone will feel uneasy & scare when they knew they are sick.
not flu nor other common sick,itz a sick that normally wont show up in our life.

tis backache of mine is getting worst and the doc advice me to rest more and walk more.haha~
well i do walk more and try not to sit for too long.i brought my cushion for my office chair.
but the prob now is,i cant eat the medicine he gave on time.i feel drowzy after swallowing 2 tablets before i go to work.it should be 3 times per day while i make it once per day...
cant help it..really sleepy..
and if i lay down,i feel a bit pain so i sleep witout pillow under my head.sad.
but still,i hope i can get well soon~gambateh~ ^^

as for the heartache i mention above,itz bout my phone.
ah!he made his first drop tis morning from the torned pocket of my pants.
2 scratches around the screen!
i scream at the street & luckily no one's there.phew~

sob...heartache...pain pain pain... T^T

to do or not to do =\

2008-10-14T13:45:00.003+08:00

he's bugging me now.
complaints,shyts,rubbish.
ah,these r the only topics he talks about for the WHOLE DAY.
i swear he said nothing polite and if he does,tat's only for the sake of the customers.
heard from other colleuge saying he's the one who made other ex-newbies to quit this job.
and for sure,im his new target now.
pressure,hatred,humiliations.i really hate how he treats me.
i guess tis is his only entertainment in the office.how pathetic.

should i continue working here or not?
if someone drop by,please do leave me a comment.thanks =)

im a prisoner of love~

2008-10-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

i think my diet plan failed again.

i eat,eat eat eat and EAT.

oh gosh.i dun dare to stand on tat weight scale now.

"somebody saveeeee meeeee~~~" - smallville theme.

`currently listening to Prisoner of love - Utada Hikaru

瑛ちゃん誕生日おめでとうございます ~ (^^,)

2008-10-08T18:44:00.008+08:00

things i do yesterday & today.

`* sing "Awaking Emotion 8/5" in the bathroom tis morning.
`* keep on smiling to myself today.crazy~ X3
`* he's the only person in my mind and my heart now.only him! (^.^)
`* chat wit valちゃん juz now in msn.
`* make 2 posts in his BBS.
http://www.wentzfc.com/cgi-bin/free/bbs/index.cgi?page=2&show=
`* there's only WaT's songs in my phone and in my ears.hahas~
`* plan to buy a fruit cake later.silly me =)
`* i had the best mood for the first time from june~october.keke
`* i watch WaT's PV & Live Tour 2008 last night in high volume =p
`* went to WaT Bokura no Ibasho Forum.constantly!
`* wondering how he celebrate his b'day today.
`* day dreaming bout him! X)
`* change all my ringtone to WaT's song ^^
`* making a silly wish.hope it come true though =)
`* keep on staring at my phone's wallpaper.

瑛ちゃん & Ozawa君

`* ate only veges today.i like the papaya though.very sweet ~ ^^

--------add on-------

たくさんありがとうございます。

誕生日のメッセージ、たくさんのお気持ちありがとうございます。

まさかまさかの大量のお言葉、めちゃくちゃうれしいっす！！いつも自分の中では誕生日という日をあまり重要視していないんですが、皆さんのおかげでいつも楽しめちゃいます。

本当にありがとうございます。

さぁー二十三歳の抱負なんですが、、、。

何にも考えて、、、ない！そして思い付きもしない！

ごめん！！

今は皆さんのご健康とご多幸をお祈り申し上げています！

これから寒くもなります、残り少ない２００８年を精一杯過ごしましょう！

本当に本当にありがとうございました！！

-瑛ちゃんのblog @ 9/10/2008.

balik kampung =)

2008-10-03T02:25:00.006+08:00

the petai

and the finished peeled petai

went back to my grandparent's place yesterday coz my dad wana take those petai for them.my dad bought too much of them and tat's when my mum started to mumbling the whole day.at nite b4 we go depart,me & my mum have to peel those petai and our fingers so pale and like granny's hand ady.sob.

and so after havin our breakfast at Lao Ti Fang,we started our 2 hours car drive to grandparent's place,Temangan.we reach there around 1pm but no one in the house.then my dad went to their rubber estate to find them while me & my mum waiting outside the house.itz been a while we din come and tis is the only kampung tat i love.hehe~ ^^

tat's my grandpa coming back

the neighbour's house.haha =D

after a while my grandpa came back wit his bike and open the door for us.he was very shocked looking at those petais on the floor.he said "y buy so many?and how to finish it?" o.o we said nth and started to carry those petais into house.i got a suprise when i go in.there's a new pup inside wagging his tail~mecha kawaii =D

like father

like son <3

my mama bbq-ing petai

the snacks from USA

after i had my 45minutes nap,my dad's fren who live nearby asked us to join his lunch over his place.tis uncle's place is like the richies in the kampung and sure he is!hehe~i really like his house's design since it's so western =3

she treat us wit a lot's of food and the snacks attract me the most..keke

then i went to the TV room wit a cup of oat drink from auntie...gosh i found a very big mirror in the room!so wat am i waiting for?cam shots of coz XD

i promise to myself tat i will have a room like tis for my future house X)dream house~~~ =>

the TV room =]

we also had our dinner at his place before we head home.another 2 hours ride but i din feel sleepy since im listening to my mp3.

i've been day dreaming all the way back and recall some memories while im still young.how i spend my new year at my grandparents place,my uncle's wedding,the monkey and so on.gosh....i miss those moments... =)

yeye,mama,i wish tat u will be as healthy as always =)

really sorry for not visiting u constantly even it's a 2 hours journey to ur place...but dun worry!we will oways be there when u need us.always! take care & stay healthy....

`currenltly listening to Jitensha - WaT

Tanjiobi Omedetou Otoosan.

2008-09-28T21:51:00.004+08:00

happie birthday papa.and may all ur dreams come true.stay healthy too!
and happie birthday to u too cheyenne.easy to remember ur birthday since its same wit my dad.

i wake up late tis morning and my mum chase me off bed.haha~
after takin my breakfast then off i go to work..
i've already noe tat there wont be any other designer here except me & G.
itz so quiet u noe...arh...wat a boring day~
spend my time chattin and doin some tutorials...but we can go back earlier since

there's nth to do.the boss shud be more sporting and say "aiya nth do
liao.tomorrow no need come." dreaming oni le.tomorrow is the last day i
have to work before my 4 days holiday.

well,how did u guys spend ur holiday?i wish i can go kl..but wish not granted.sobx.
i guess i'll juz sleep for the whole day and goyang kaki at home X)

ah~wat happen to u today?ur mood is really beautiful tis morning...wat makes u so sad and sheard tears tis evening?i was on my way back and u started to rain.mind to tell me y? =) hopefully u'll hv a beautiful mood for tomorrow~ashita ne..

cactus belonged to cik <3

dark dark sky...

drive safely =)

`currently listening to WaT's 凶X小吉=大吉 live tour 2008 soundtrack (by bearberry).sankyuu <3

kin-youbi desu.

2008-09-26T16:34:00.005+08:00

<3 href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VXSTN9Z6rjs/SNyw6pBJmEI/AAAAAAAAAJY/Lpg_4PnXPDE/s1600-h/DSC00240+copy.jpg"> me & angelyn
arent they adorable? =) sory coz the tree block the sign.
me & bro

mr friday is here again.yokatta~ ^^
i wake up around 11am..then have my breakfast..
then tidy my room...and its a good day to on9 and chat with frens.
and also browsing through WaT forum.i din get to visit them during weekdays coz working.and im so excited tat their new single will release soon!
but!no money.... -.-
and also,my dear ei-chan's tanjiobi is around the corner ady.i wonder how he celebrate his birthday tis time =)
i chat wit val and we r like teasing each ither bout our hubbies.haha~silly us =D
but we really do hope tat turn into reality X)

yesterday nite i had dinner wit auntie helen and auntie yoong.itz been a while we din have dinner together.i was suprised tat ah yew is so tall now~
after our dinner we went to oriental kopitiam to have a drink.met ooi hui & sin hoong who's now working there.there's many ppl visiting there and they r very busy.no chance to have a actual chat wit them =\
i met so many ppl today...altho im not so close wit them...
ba bang,poh poh,auntie gim's sister,auntie helen,auntie yoong,ah yew,ah hui,ah hoong,ah seng,ming hao...
its holiday already tat's y i can see them around kb.
sze yi kenot come back coz no ticket.as for angelyn i juz met her yesterday lunch break.

gosh...the sky is so dark outside..might be rainning later..
i'll be goin for a dinner later ...so hopefully the rain stops before we depart.

edited:dinner

the dinner.and tat's my papa

v(^.^)v

`currently listening to Awaking Emotion 8/5 - Wentz Eiji <3

24.09.2008 Wed.

2008-09-24T23:41:00.005+08:00

i heart blue blue sky =)

nth much to do at office today since it's around raya ady..most of our customers r malays and tis is the time they save up their money to spend for raya preparations.of coz,not for the ads.
and the others r so free and we even chat on9 using YM & MSN.

yes,im really bored.i spend my time browsing thru random sites and here comes lunch time =)

as usual,3 of us (ann,G & me) go out to buy food and head back office to eat.

we made our orders at restaurant S8 since it's the nearest restaurant from our office.while waiting for the food,we wait in ann's car and start to play wit our camera phones.taking a lot of shots of coz XD

tat's monster G

and stupid me.

*peace*

after around 30 minutes we paid for the food and head back to office.

then suddenly G say tat he wan to have a hair cut.but he accidently said "i wan to have a heart cut."me & ann burst out laughing and she wan me to state tis down on my blog~hahas =D

G 4get wat to but at 7-11..kawaii =3

i had nasi goreng kampung (without chili & vege) and plain water for my lunch.

it's been a long while i din eat tis.yum =3

tick tock tick tock times goes by~and it's 6pm ady.

i called debbie and have a chat wit her.

then vun vun sms asking me to help her buy some dog food.

then the clock shows 7pm.

close pc,pack things up,then go home.

ja ne.ashita ne.

im aint alone =)

2008-09-23T23:42:00.008+08:00

today i walk by the road tat i used to be so familiar when im still very young.. the house and the playground...has now turn into a piece of memory in my life. i used to play wit my frens at the playground..we used to play hide & seek and the imagination train.childhood is such a beautiful thing to remember deshou?

the place i used to have my 1st birthday =3

can u see the playground behind?

moos' X3

everyday (except for monday & thursday) i will walk through tis place when im on my way to office.i miss those days a lot~ =3

*like any other days i spend my lunch time with all these guys and it's so much fun to have lunch together~ann said tat she need to go back home for a while and tat is when i noe where she stays~

tat's G taking some shot of ann's car~hahas =p
the dudes ~
and yea u r cool =D
she loves tat ray ban a lot ~ ^^
all we see r cars...
im glad to have a fren like u ^^
"aye putar"

tat's cik playin sms X)

we bought some lychee drinks and cakes for lunch and also the "aye putar".tat is the first time i eat it and it doesnt taste too bad =)

things in my mind now:

-hope raya come faster

-tomorrow have to work again

-where will we go for tomorrow's lunch break?

-y dont these mosquitoes leave me alone -.- *scratch scratch*

-argh..have to wake up at 6am again tomorrow..

-when will my phone done wit it's charging?

-shud i take medicine later?backache stikes back =(

- y din he reply my sms?

-hope tat kai chuin n the others r good there..

-the man behind me is sick now.i hope he can get well soon..

now i juz realize tat all these happenings when im working have become a part of my memories and im so lucky to noe all these frens...i love u guys.. =)

please dun leave me alone...

2008-09-22T21:45:00.004+08:00

i have so much to say...

but who can i talk to when im lost?lonely perhaps?
i have no idea...i can only use the word "lost" to describe my status now..
i sleep,i eat,i play,i chat,i work and i think im walking in a circle for all tis time..
i've been always envy ppl who have so many memories in their life..i cant think of any beautiful or meaningful thing tat happened since the day i come back here.or maybe i shud say since i finished my form 5..
i duno how to tell the others how i feel...sometimes i even talk to myself...

am i sick?somehow i really wish tat im sick and there will be someone special approach me and catch me before i fall...
i really dun wan to live in a blurry life...i cant remember wat i did yesterday...or maybe wat i ate tis morning...i feel so helpless and i wan to cry...
my heart is pain and my soul is so tired...i've been crying for 3 days during night and my tears still wan to roll out from my eyes...

if u wan me to tell the truth
i dunno wat is first love and i guess i never have it...
altho there's someone i had relationship before...but i dun feel the love...
but i admit there's only one true time i feel love...
but now i dun even have a fren to talk to...who shud i find?

please help me.... :'-(

brand new phone =3

2008-09-22T18:41:00.002+08:00

after so many survey i made,tis is the final fone im buying.currently lovin' it~haha~
my old phone moto v3 had gave me so many dissapointments and tis is y i decided to let it go.
actaully tis is not the phone tat i really wan..personaly i'm a clamshell fan and still envy-ing the japanese's hp.i wonder y clamshell is not HOT around here...

i hope u can stay wit me for years dear.be strong! =D

another friday in my life

2008-09-19T00:23:00.005+08:00

juz got home from my mother skool chung hwa.many things change and im lucky to graduaded 3 years ago.thier rules are gettin more weird and if students from other state/country come over,im sure tat they will say our skool is SUPER CRAZY.
im there today to join the mooncake festival event held every year in my skool. i went out around 6.45pm coz vun vun's mum will come over & fetch me n my bro there. when we r about to reach the main gate,me n vun think tat we r a bit too old to join tis event since tis is an event for the skooling teens.anyway,we do enjoy viewing the lantern made by the students and the mini games available there.we need to pay rm1 to play the game and i think i'd waste a lot of money there =\
but! we do win some prize which make us feel happy.it's not a big prize but somehow we feel so satisfied bout it =)
i met some frens there ..fu liang,chiew ming and wei ji the camera boy.itz been a while i din see them. as for the lucky draw session,we din win anythin.aish~no luck ba =(
we feel bored since there's nothin more there and we decide to go home.i stayed at vun's place before my mum come and fetch us home.

argh...having running nose again...having oat drink and biscuits to fill up my hungry stomuch now... -.-

and so the photos...

lantern 01
lantern 02

they sell takoyaki there too!yum =p

vun vun & me

vun playin the game tat the mr bean play~haha

*the electric string game =)*

p/s: i din take many lantern photos coz i their looks r dissapointing.gomenasai.

`currently listening to Ai no Uta - Fukui Mai

。恋空。

2008-09-19T00:23:00.003+08:00

quote from someone's comment :

"I’ve only seen the first episode and am super excited for the rest. For those of you who haven’t heard of Koizora, it’s a super cute story about high school romance. Some dialogues are pretty mushy but nothing out of the norm in a jdrama. This is not the 2007 movie but actually a very short drama - six episodes total - airing August to September 2008.
it gets a lot more interesting and much more emotionally gripping. So many tragedies happen to the unlikely couple of Mika and Hiro, I can’t help but be amazed that they make it through it all. I won’t speak too early since a lot could happen in the second half / the last 3 episodes. I hope they make it."

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altho i havent watch the movie version one,i had already cried like a baby when im watching tis in my room juz now...

such a shame to cried so hard when watching a drama...

maybe tis is another way i found to release my tension =)

but tis story really sad...how i wish the boy din die...

and somehow tis makes me wanna have a relationship now X3

haha~silly me =3

"daisuki dayo...."

enough is enough!

2008-09-16T21:19:00.004+08:00

i got nth special again for today.
was like busy busy and more busy in these days.
i wont be riding my dad's car to work now.
maybe bus but i guess it doesnt work out since i've been like waiting for 45mins for the stupid bus to come.

Plan B.
follow my mum out around 7am.then she'll drop me at relative's place.tis one sounds better since i can have a nap over there~haha :D
yesterday during lunch time i was invited by my old pal mei wei to have lunch wit her.and i realize tat her appetite had never change!gosh gurl...take it easy wit the food..they r way too much for u...

then at nite ba vun came over to visit me~haha im was so happy since itz been a LOoooong time no one come n visit me.
we chit-chat in my room then decide to go out yam cha coz she need to fetch her dad from the airport around 10.30pm.
we chat a lot of things in the short period we had.
from tiny to big things~haha~we were like kids :3
she sent me & my bro home after her fecthing her dad.
then i sleep after i brush my teeth.im so tired...

as for today's title,tat darn stupid old man....
HE FART AGAIN!!!TIS IS THE FORTH TIME!!!
AND HOW MANY TIMES DO U EXPECT ME TO COUNT THOSE FOR U???
so nex time in case i fart,u better stay near to me.*giggles*

and owh,i got tis photo when he's smokin.

the man behind me

my new cloth.love it ;3

tis is wat i had for my b'fast.

photos....

2008-09-14T10:38:00.004+08:00

me & my colleuge Fakli
Zara~kawaii ^^
my bro in d car

me & my bro
and also the stupid version one XD
office's pc
its him again.haha~
the mooncake my boss gave us.

tagged by phenny

2008-09-13T16:55:00.005+08:00

im bored like hell in the office now so....

3 golden rules:
• state 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
• The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
• No tag backs.

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(1) extremely sleepable.i can sleep when im walking.
(2) i love to ride motorcycle more than car.
(3) i cant sleep without my moomoo doll.
(4) i wish everyone goodnite in the world b4 i sleep.
(5) love cheese cake and fruit cake very much.no choc cake please.
(6) love design but hate design life.
(7) hate rainy days.
(8) my best best best fren would be my mum =]
(9) i dun have a favourite color.i love'em all.
(10) i have nose alergie.and if i had one,i will use up to 2 box/1 roll/ 6 packets of tissue.
(11) prefer mixed children.haha hope i can have mine too in the future X3
(12) i talk to my stupid dog.hahaha XD
(13) i cant live without my pc,hp,& mp3.
(14) kenot endure low tempreture.
(15) i dun like spicy food.and if i had them,i will need 2 liter of water or more then T^T

*tag anyone who read tis ~hehehe XD

so yesterday

2008-09-13T16:08:00.004+08:00

my strawberry milkshake

im happy yesterday :3
i wake up early coz dad wanna have breakfast.
then after the meal we sent him to his club (a place tat he oways spend his friday playing mahjong and singing karaoke wit his frens)
then mum,bro & me head home.
it was around 10am by then.
and so my buddy (ba vun) come back from kl ady.of coz we will be meeting up later~go for shopping XD
around 1pm we go to dad's club becoz they r having a mooncake celebration.my dad is the cook and im glad everyone enjoy the food ^^
after that we go to KB mall to meet up wit ba vun and her sister tat she bring along.
itz been like years for the last time i see her.
we do call mei wei to come along but she will be a lil late to reach there.
so we decide to have some drinks at Hot Summer cafe while waiting for her.
ba vun's lil sis keep sayin tat she wans a drink called "paparin" and both of us have no idea wat drink was tat.poporing?haha impossible~
so when we make our order,we search for the "paparin" but cant find any of it.we really scare tat the drink does not sold here but bravely we ask the lady.

"erm...1 strawberry milkshake,1 tiramisu hot one,1 sprite,and urm..egg sandwhich..."
"anymore miss?"
*gulp*
"ya..one more "paparin" please."
"paparin?or do u mean "purple rain"?"

dot dot dot dot dot
LYN!!why cant u pronounce it properly? haha~ XD
u make us so paiseh leh >.<

and so mei wei reach but she insist she dun wan to have any drinks =\
after tat we had our shopping and i bought a usb bluetooth juz for the sake of my stupiak handphone.wit tis tool,i can get any photo i wan from my phone =D
3 of us (mei wei go see her customer *away*) browse our eyes through the clothes rack and decide to try on the skirt and take some shots X3
*will post photo soon*
i really hope i can have the dress coz it's so lovely but my butt is too big too fit in.sob.
we went home by 7 pm and go fetch my dad.
there's food left at the club and we had those as our dinner.

ba vun ask me to have a sleepover yesterday night but i insist not to go.maybe nex thursday i say coz i have to work tomorrow (today) hopefully she din mind bout tat.. >.<

now im in the office and itz so bored now.nth to do.

`currently listening to Buttons - Pussy Cat Dolls

buta buta buta buta -.-

2008-09-10T21:08:00.005+08:00

im fat! >.<

need to diet.in a healthy way of coz.

eat more vege,dun eat too much rice?

kenot,no eat rice i no energy =\
hmm...eat more fruit!
but papaya kenot eat everyday =\

play jumping ropes everyday!

aish muscle pain=rest 2 days.

gosh...

i need to put more effort in tis.

yosh!gambateh! >:3

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Extras: took all these when im bored in office today X3

fakri

ann & eri

haha me! ;p

*i cant capture the photo of the.man.behind.me .no chance >.<*

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`currently listening to Us Againt The World - Westlife

im busy.really!

2008-09-09T23:28:00.004+08:00

my childhood fren ask me for lunch today and for the 45 minutes rest,we had a happy time chit chattin at the restaurant near to my office.

at night we went to Tesco to have window shopping.
it's been like years we din go out together.
she's busy wit work,so do i.

sometimes i really dislike the word "busy" that ppl oways tell since it's another common way to reject invitation from others and so on.
i really do hope ppl will use tis word wisely or else they might lost something important in their life...

so if you are busy,do MEAN it.

好きだよ...

2008-09-08T23:19:00.004+08:00

"if there's work,there's pressure.
no big deal.juz bare wit it,and u'll get used to it."

think bout tat sentence since juz now.im not the only one who r suffering now.
forget it...

like any other day~i work today and everything is going well~ =)
b4 i go to work,i have some extra time b4 the clock hits 10am.
so i drop by the mag stall tat i oways visit since the last 3 months.
i bought Cawaii yesterday,then i buy Mina today.
sometimes i really dun understand wat i reallu wan.
i never read or show any interest in fashion mags.non of them =\
all these starts when i started to plan to diet.
i wan to look nice.i wan to look beautiful~hahak~silly me =>
but the main prob to lead me into tis desire is my pants is gettin tight and my mum is mumbling bout my size already >.<
sho...gotta diet!of coz,in a healthy way~
in those mags they teach gals how to slim down the good way but im too lazy to do all the exercise at home coz everytime i get home my body and mind is tellin me "go sleep~~go sleep~~~" (-ω-)
so as such,i cant even minus the numbers of my weight.how sad.haha~

hope it's not late to say "welcome back" to my colleugue Ann~
hope tat ur readin tis so tat u noe im welcoming u back XD
seriously im really happy when ur back~itz so fun to chat wit u too ^^

dan ann~thx ye sbab slalu bagi alicia tumpang krete...i suka sgt duk kete masa rehat~sbab leh relax ^^ pastu thx jugak sbab bawak i pi makan tempat lain~sronok la~ ^^

we had some cam shot during the break~but i look so so fat and ugly today X3
well itz everyday though XD

itz 1am already...im so tired now x.x
oyasumi minna...especially to the special one tat i oways love and wait....

i fell in love wit tis song today (sankyuu to bear & phenny)
大塚愛 - クラゲ、流れ星 (Otsuka Ai - Kurage, Nagara Boshi)

it's all my fault..

2008-09-07T01:02:00.003+08:00

working for almost 3 months already...
but im not moving foward..
i didnt change..
and im still giving the worst to my boss..
wat shud i do >.<

...i wan to cry out loud T^T

`currently listening to Bokura no Ibasho - WaT

first day drive

2008-09-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

im going to the academy again today..attend the 3 hours lecture bout wat a driver shud ne bout the prob tat we might face when wer'e driving..but i juz cant open my eyes for long..i sleep in class again >.<>

here people,b4 i start my class i have 3 things to let u guys noe~
1st,if u feel tired or sleepy,just SLEEP!
2nd,if u have a call,well,juz answer it!
3rd,if u wanna go to toilet,juz go!dun have to raise up ur hand n tell me tat u wan go pee pee.

i was like.. o.o"
he is an interesting tutor~altho i sleep during the middle part of the lesson,i did enjoy his class while im still awake =3

after the 3 hours class,auntie said i can start to have my drive lesson today.
i was pretty shock since she din tell me bout it!
im not ready >.<

so..start engine,steady..steady...and luckily things goes smoothly at first..
but when im trying to going up the lil hill there,i cant drive well and was like loosing control >.<>
when im trying to drive down the hill,i step the wrong paddle and happen to step too hard on the break paddle.auntie hurriedly get off the car and yell to the driver behind before he had a bump into my car...im was so scared and auntie scold me.. T.T but today is my first day to drive and seriously i cant handle it so well..maybe i shud try harder nex time...gambateh! >:-)

so nex lesson...nex friday!gosh im so nervous...driving aint tat fun after all.. :(

im so moody today...there's something bugging my mind lately since tat "incident" happen last 2 years...can anyone help me to get rid of tis?im really tired for tis..pls get out from my mind!! X(

`currently listening to Stop & Stare - One Republic

Shibatora!

2008-09-02T23:51:00.003+08:00

finally i can watch Shibatora ady~yaypee v(^.^)v

altho i juz watch the first episode today,but i can say tat tis drama is so nice to watch!and wat's more,te-chan is the main actor~

well,ehem...

the official website : http://wwwz.fujitv.co.jp/shibatora/index.html

intro video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yshs36tFpg8

cant wait till the next download finish! =3

bad temper day.

2008-08-31T22:56:00.005+08:00

finally~i can sleep well for a day.
went shopping wit mum juz now and bought some mag for myself.

but my mood aint go good when my dad came back.
not tat i dun love him,but he's crossing the line.he got on my nerves ady.
i wanna let him noe he's not the KING in the house.wtf.
no more good daugther to him.i wont be one either.
from now on,your in YOUR own world.

so stop step into MINE.

National Day!

2008-08-31T01:13:00.005+08:00

31 Ogos.Selamat Merdeka to Malaysian~
and thx for today,i can have a rest now.for one day =]

nth much today...i sleep after i finish my work.
havin' running nose again... (T^T)
i had enuff of this...i already had a lot of sickness ever since i start to work..
gonna buy somethin' to regain my health status.red potion?yellow potion?white potion maybe X3

gonna sleep again later...oyasumi minna...~
(-ω-) zzz

`currently listening to 何度も - 青山テルマ
~[sankyuu phenny X3]

first test.PASS !! v(^ω^)

2008-08-29T23:43:00.004+08:00

7am! wake up wake up on the friday morning -.-

yosh~goin to have my traffic law (undang) test later.
but..im scare... =(
i oni flip thru the booklet yesterday nite..
well ..argh !juz try i guess.. =\

tat is wat i think tis morning.but lucky enuff~i pass my test X)
i heard some of the malays failed...
by the time i finish my test its already around 10am...
late to work today! =(
actually i shud be heading home n have my nap after the test...
thx to my boss,he wants me to hav OT on friday -.-

"finish up the BILAL one ar.u can oni go back after u get ur job DONE.understand??"

i hate him.

wat to do...so have to ask my mum drive me to work today.
i arrive there around 11am and i tot im already very late compared to others but...suprisingly,im the first to arrive! o.o
"where is the clerk and the malay colleuges -.- come open door faster leh.."
i really wan to finish tis whole thing up as fast as i can so tat i can go home earlier =D
the clock show's 4pm by the time i finish my work.aih..no OT salary..so unfair =(
im so damm tired and my eyes are so so so tired..i really need to get on my bed now =.=
i had my 3 hours nap then my dad wan to bring us go KFC eat dinner.
y is he bringing us there?we aint kids no more ... and i already scare of eating those chickens..i had A LOT of them when i was at kl... -.-
so i juz ate the salad and had some pepsi.sounds little but they really fill up my hungry stomuch fast =D
since we're havin' dinner inside of a mall,my mum wans to buy some sundries and etc.
my mum whisper to me while we're on the walk.she said something like tis.
"today eh noh,see la anything u wan to buy.nvm one,papa pay.hehe"
lol~but i din buy much.juz yogurt and some crackers.aiya..shud buy more.. kekeke~~~
and so we head home around 10pm...

there goes my friday...sob...but but! sunday is holiday!cant wait..keke (",)

~MERDEKA~MERDEKA~~! XD

[the best damm tour is today.u rox Avril! ;p]

`currently listening to Moments - Ayumi Hamasaki

sleep,sleep & more sleep (-ω-)

2008-08-28T21:27:00.005+08:00

ah~my title for today says it all =)
anywhere,anytime, and yea,i sleep.
altho i sleep early..but my eyes still closing for tomorrow's morning..

first,i sleep after i close the alarm.
then i sleep when im walking to the bathroom.
i sleep while im brushing my teeth.
i sleep when im bathing.
i sleep again when im wearing my clothes.
i sleep in the car b4 work.
i sleep again in the car after i had my breakfast.
reach office ady,
put down my bag on my chair,
then go to the room behind office (our so called "worker's cafe" for the smokers )
.....sleep -.-

i dun understand y im so tired or im juz lazy... X)

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i have tons of work to do today...super market's leaflet,trace the logos,design name card,prepare the page of hamper's list..etc etc...
seriously i cant catch up the speed like the man behind me since he has much more exp than me.btw,he's been working here for omost 3 years.

so, 3 month's speed ≠ 3 year's speed.

again,i bring my work home again today.wat's worst,i have to work tomorrow.
sayonara...my beloved FRIDAY (T^T)
no OT...ah..wasting my holiday...i hate... -.-
must recharge my mp3 today..or else i'll be sleeping in the office...again.

`currently listening to perfume - ポリリズム (polyrhythm)

[p/s: phenny!i need new songs! (ⁿνⁿ)]

he did it again! shyt!

2008-08-25T22:57:00.008+08:00

i got up late again today..shud sleep earlier nex time.

* easy say,hard to do XD *

i oways sleep while my dad drive me to have breakfast & work..

he gets angry but i really cant help it >.<

my eye lid drop very fast! .... (-.-)zzz..

nothin' much today actually..

the customer for the nail name card come today.kinda nervous o.o

luckily she is very kind and i enjoy talking wit her =)

im nervous becoz tat old man told me tat she is fierce.

we talked bout nails,nails and all nails!

i really like those nail arts but i cant have them on me ...y?

basuh baju..*bling bling drop* o.o

basuh pinggang...*bling bling drop again* O.O

ah...too bad =\ maybe i wanna have the french style nails~

like tis one --

*according to the lady,tis kinda nail have many procedures and it's very hard to get the best result.simple but hard! =\

then i traced the supermarket's logos for the man behind me.

suddenly the clerk went in wit a man and she ask

"siapa buat name card eastern herb??siapa??"

"tu Fakri buat tu.tapi dia pi hospital tadi x balik lagi."

she started to look around.my instinct tell me tat she will ask me to follow the work.and yeah a "lucky" guess from me -.-

"ALICIA!"

she walks closer..

"yeah?"

"eh wat r u doin now?if nothin then help me do the name card for tis man"

"but ..but.."

i didnt say "ok" or "sure" and she juz pick me to follow the job..aih..

no choice, the man is standing there and he wants to see his name card design.

then he starts to pointed at the pc screen.

"er tis dun wan.i wan tis pic bigger...ah ah ok ok.then tat color...then..then..."

he is a nice man.he jokes and i was like *phew~* another good tempered customer.kekeke XD

i cant finish tis card today.so have to bring home.he will be visiting our office tomorrow.ah~hope i can finish it...

b4 goin back,i do some editting and then the old man came in.he sits between me and the man behind me.suddenly...

*POOOOOooooT...*

!!!ARGHHHH!!! \(OxO)/ TOXIC GAS!!!

tat old man FART!!shyt...

then he juz simply walk away...and laugh!

me and the man behind me was like O.O wth...

everyone heard the sound and they start to laugh...funny meh...damm smelly...

remember tis old man.tis is the third time u fart in the office wit sound effect!damm.... >:-(

`i wan a new clamshell phone.... >.<

-currently listening to Big Bang (빅뱅) - Tae Yang (태양) - look only at me (나만 바라봐)

another boring day.

2008-08-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

boss is not around.the clerk is not around too.
the man behind me went out too.
the malay guy who sit beside him is not here as well.
yeap...its a peaceful day~ ('ω')v

clock is ticking...
but my brain's gear aint rollin'..
ah~im so bored...
find some on9 illustrator tutorials to do.
they r really fun to do ~
and tat's how i spend my 5 hours in the office.

finally,
boss is back.the old man is back.so do the man behind me.
it's an hour before 7pm.the darn old man gave me a job.
"nah,easy job,design a name card."
zzzz....
"i bring home do lah!"

i cant concentrate when tat old man is around.
he keep on talkin ppl's back.
non of them is a good comment.

so..see ya tomorrow old man... NOT!! >:-(

`currently listening to WaT - Ready Go!

< Lesson & Chicken >

2008-08-22T23:40:00.007+08:00

The Lesson.
attend the first driving lesson today.it's all bout the traffic rules and its really BORED.stayed at the acedemy for about a whole day and the weird thing is,i din fell asleep.haha~ =D

everyone is malay.
im the only chinese.
tutor teach using kelantan language.
and yet im the only one who scartches the head for the whole day! x.x"

im not really good when comes to tis kelantan language.it's slightly different from the standard Bahasa Melayu.no choice,have to pretend tat i noe wat the tutor is saying -.-
finally the clock shows 5.30pm.YEAY~~i can go home now! XD

`driving lisence...driving license...malimalihom!come to me... *giggles*
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The chickens.
so after my dinner wit family at resturant,thesky suddenly rains.
OMG!THE CHICKENS!they r still at outside being tied up!
hurriedly we go back and good guessing of mine,they r now soaking wet and shivering there.my dad cut off the strings and i chase them into the shelter.
luckily they r still ok.
haha ~chickens..i wonder if u r lucky to stay here or not.
u all may end up on my dinner table ya noe.
sincerely,i really dun wan to eat u guys...

how i wish tat im a vegetarian now.*wink*

`currently listen to "Chata - Dango Daikazoku"

am i drunk? X)

2008-08-22T00:59:00.003+08:00

juz came back from a dinner juz now...

it's an invitation from my dad's fren to have dinner at his place.i really enjoy staying at his place coz it's decorated like the european's house...its so lovely~ tonight is the first time i had lamb chop and to tell the truth,they r really nice! =D especially the gravy... XD i had some salad too...everything they ate is so ..western ~eventhough they r chinese.they dun really noe how to speak chinese tho... i had some wine too..i love wine <3>

ar~im so sleepy n kinda dizzy too...drank too much juz now..haha not a good drinker @.@"

i took tis pic yesterday in my room...haha all i see is him b4 i sleep and when i wake up~

im so into him~ <3

2morrow im goin to bengkel to have listen the "speech" for the whole day..hopefully i din fall asleep...ganna recharge my mp3 to the max and pack some mag wit me...haha~~

`now listening to "perfume - baby cruising love"

koi no umei wa~ai no shomei wa~futari no kokaito~nani kaka mite inukamone~ai ni ikitayo~do iku ka wo~baby cruising love~ tado itsukitai ano basho~baby cruising love~~ ^^

goonite to everyone~ sweetdreams.... (",)

PAIN!!

2008-08-20T22:36:00.004+08:00

argh...my back...my back is killing me!! (x.x)
the doc said "u sit too long,so try to have some walk when working."
i really wan to move around but tis is my job..sit infront of the pc screen n look at it for the whole day.too bad =(
altho i have a MC for today,but my job havent done yet..so no choice..have to go n work also..*sigh*
i've been listening to the same song today.
青春の輝き - WaT
thx bear for ripping tis and share wit us =D

yesterday ba vun come back kb ady..im so so happy and cant wait too see her~
and yes she come today~ (^.^)
we din get to chat long coz her mum need to go n fetch her bro who's havin tuition.aww...too bad =(
sunday she'll be leaving.i will miss her very much <3

hmm..2morrow have to work again.and mr friday,pls come to me~i love you so much =D

*my dog still actively barking those chickens... -.-

I.just.dun.understand.

2008-08-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

zen zen wakaranai....
really..i dun understand at all..
i dun understand y am i so stupid and i cant even do something right in tis 2 months.
there must be a mistake.
and they r all coming from me.
but why me?y cant i juz do something right like the other does?
*sigh*
i have to put more effort into tis.

``GAMBATEH! ~(^.^)~ ``

`dad bought some kampung chicken n tie them up outside..
gonna eat them 2morrow.sob.

Went in the room again...sob

2008-08-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

tis is the second time i went in his room again..
i really hate tis..u kept on sayin tat my work progress is very slow.
but im new!wat u r givin me now is pure pressure ya damm fat man! >:-(
handbill,flyers..im tryin my best everytime u giv me a work.
so stop takin me to compare wit other ppl who had more experience than me.
and both of u!stop talkin behind ppl's back!mind ur own business! >:-(

i hate tis job.

Done! \(^ω^)/

2008-08-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

ah~finally~i've made one.
i've been planning long for tis.
congrats to myself XD

2day is the match for lee chong wei and lin dan.
altho china beat us,but for us,he's always our champion (^.^)

~dun give up lee!fighting fighting! d('o^)