happy day!

first & foremost,i wan to say THANK YOU for my fren for helping me in designing the 3D artwork for my dad.they r marvellous & the art dazzled me :p

im kinda regret for not choosing interior design now.if i did,i shud have and could have help my dad in his career now.but i always prefer 2D stuff..so ..sorry dad >.<

i have no idea wut happen to my boss today but i am just to hyper to know that he actually UPGRADE my salary and when i told my mum bout it,i think she was dancing at the other line.haha~AND my boss invite us for dinner at Chiang Mai and yea i can say tis is something i shud be curious bout.

i asked the clerk who had work here for 4 years & she told me tat the boss never ever treat the workers for dinner around chinese new year.and now he did.how weird is tat?

ok,maybe he just hit his head HARD today.maybe *nod*

``*made clan logo for fish today.glad tat he like it.haha! :)

``*my new phone number (last 4 numbers) 1086 hit ToTo today.WOW o.o

``*after tomorrow i think i'll be flying already~cny~here i come! XD

CNY is coming!

red red stuffs!
see tat?they have 2 u noe~

tat's my mum walking to POLARIS

went kbmall just now.everything is decorated in RED.

not the atmosphere & red stuffs interest me but...

"the festive of ang pao & food is coming around!" my brain told me this :)

guess tat im not the only person think of tis.nyahaha~

i help my dad capture some photos of the POLARIS jewelry shop for his working thingy n im a lil' ashame coz i cant really help him since im a graphic designer,not a interior designer..no choice,i have to ask my fren help...

hopefully she can help me bout it >.<

my stomuch still grumble a bit after my tour to toilet for 6 times today.pretty bad huh? :(

hope my stomuch will get well by tomorrow coz i dun wanna have another leave now...

apply leave = bye bye salary T^T

yaypee~finally i can play ro again~ *dancing*

thx "him" for sharing the download wit me.

so... LET'S PLAY~ :D

i want~

i wanna fly~
i wanna dive~
i wanna dance~
i wanna swing~
i want~i want~ :)





"all i want is you..." - 911

suicide.

as soon as i place myself at the cushion seat at my office,i got tis silly thing brought up my mind.something which is,like i never consider or think 'bout it.
my mind tell me that tis is very stupid & unreasonable.well it's juz something in my mind,not tat im gonna do it pysically.

SUICIDAL :O

come to think of it,i find it very interesting now.my curiousity maybe.haha~
tis is very common,and im pretty sure teens commit tis strange act more.the reason?

pressure?loneliness? :(

i'm thinking,why they wanna bring up this while there are always solution to every problems?not like u gonna end ur life because he/she dumped u.
what if someone wanna end their life just because they feel bored & had enough with their life?like...can't think of any other reason to live?eventhough there's no stress nor pressure on them?

empty.

i guess that's why they wanna end this whole thing up.An empty life.meaningless.
sounds so awkward by saying this out but our life is all we got when we're born.
we have this important mission in this.a big responsibility.we're gonna paint this whole life up and be happy with it.everyone is an artist in their life.so many definations for LIFE.

here's what i got from the dictionary:

"The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and inanimate matter, manifested in functions such as metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment originating from within the organism."

Property,quality,functions...

even the dictionary,a plain straightforward answer teach us something.
do realize that our life is the only property we have since the day we born and we're gonna take them to the end if we're dead.everyone's life is the same.only the quality that matters.everyone is born unique.even the twins are different.what do we demand more when we have a happy peaceful life?in this case we can always exclude wealthy from tis because money is the MAIN reason that break families apart.well this is my point of view but not all the rich ones live like this.just a part of it.

c'mon,just one life.we cant demand for another u know.even if u wanna suicide,just at least think of the people who lying sick & helpless in the hospital.they r struggling every moment just to live while u are struggling every fucking stupid reason just to die.

we may be feeling lonely,we may be in pain,but we're never being left alone.
stick with it.dont lead this to an end.peace.love. :)

messages-

* happy birthday kok seng! hope u enjoy ur big day :)

*and as for vie,congrats for the new space for urself..BRAND NEW!no more past thingy ok?glad tat u finally made it~cheers!

* dear val-chan!thx for the dream u share wit me~and how i wish maybe someday we can meet! *dreaming*

* ok boss,juz wanna tell u my theory - we dont do things right when the brain is not connected wit our body k? so watch ur step while ur doing hard thinking.hahaha!lucky u din fall tat hard...though.

________

somehow i wish im dreaming now... :)

they weren't so great.

went terengganu last 2 days.for job of coz.
followed my boss & his bro wit his car.
he's speeding all way long to where we're goin!
for crying out loud.
im so glad i got there in one piece.thank god.
2 signboards for me to handle and yea everything went pretty good.
thanks for the custmoer's stupid kid who cried,for his success of distracting me.
and yea i got more hours on tat piece of shit.
i don't care.
i just wanna finish tis whole thing up and get myself back home.
pack up my stuff while waiting for his car.
we had our dinner and how glad i am to know tat i will be home after a couple of hours.
after our stomuch filled up,he started the engine.
everything goes like i wanted and damnit man!
i cant believe the engine had ruined all my owh-we're-going-home-dream.
so his car broke down & left us no choice.
lucky the boss have insurance for the car,
and im so happy to know that they also provide toll service. 24 HOURS.
cool :)
once in my lifetime,i had a ride in the broken car on top of the truck.
feels like im sitting in a double decker.upper deck.
but the worst thing is,im shaking my body whole way back to my home.
(-metro station - shake shake?)
LOL
but we made it.we reach kb around 2 in the morning.

what can i say?
working experience maybe?hahaha~
how funny.

* first photo - the loading onto the truck.
second photo - my boss and the others where talking craps while the malay loading up the car.swt.

good or shoot?

Twilight,New Moon,Eclipse & Breaking dawn.

right.im now officially a fan to Steph's novel.sweet.
i juz finished new moon.but i noe soon i'll finish every single page of these novels in 2 days (as if i dun work) :)

its an addiction u noe.having each sentences on the book go to ur mind through ur eyes & then imagination to the heart.tis is how it worked on me.itz like a blind man watching a movie.u cant see the images but somehow u feel how it was like from the words.how magical :)

i even got myself memorize the quotes in the story.how scary.

and yea i admit im not a novel fan but thanks for the movie im now burrying my head into the books already.the book is always near me before i finish reading it.beside my bed,in my bag,on my office table,on the coffe table,one the shelf...gosh i'm bringing the book travelling same like how it take my mind travel through the story.haha~silly me..

wut my comment is tat the movie is not as good as the novel since itz a adaption but still,if i havent read the book,i would say the movie is really awesome.not like im saying it's bad,but i juz prefer the novel.

apparently i do listen to the soundtrack of the movie coz some of them is nice.i would prefer "Decode" from Paramore & "Bella's Lullaby" music by Carter Burwell.

i guess it's kinda hard for my friends to understand y i'm so addicted now.haha~

dun worry,it wont last long,i promise :D

happy new year!

wow~time pass by juz like lightning.no,itz more than lightning.its the speed of light! :O

sway away all those bad things left behind 2008.
bye bye 2008,hello 2009!

new year~new start.well tis is wut we usually say during the first day in the new year right? :) i bet everyone does even before new year.

everyone may be busy thinking bout their wishlist and plan for the party ahead.
damn im so envy.im all stuck in tis small place wit the heavy rain pouring for hours since 8pm! how do i suppose to see the fireworks now??ah..curse the rain -grin-

well,kinda think from the bright side,itz not tat bad celebrating by juz staying at home,facing the flat screen during the new eve.i suppose im not the only one staring at the screen & busy typing "happy new year" to everyone they have in their FB,msn & so on.
im glad enuff tat all the long lost contact fren wished me precise 12am.itz kinda supprise too ya noe :)

well not only my finger is busy typing on the keyboard,same goes to my phone's keypad!haha itz been a while my phone din rang like tis.eventhough i like Prisoner of Love which i've set as my msg ringtone,but i find it kinda annoying since itz been singing again & again now.-switch to silent-

nyahaha >:D

im so guilty now by leaving my blog so OUTDATED since -thinking- the last time i update.haha.im seriously so busy wit all the works in the office & they r driving me nuts!well i think i shud have a break from tis and so i went kl for 3 days & thank god,it is a vacation then.me likeey :D

like other gurls out there,all i do is shop, shop & more shop.until i drop -.-
i did bought a lot of clothes since i think i really need to reload my drawer wit some new stuff.the old stuff gonna go u noe :)

but 3 days were really fast.i nearly feel like goin to hell when i realise my vacation is over.shoot,not tat office again -.-

and owh,congrats to the PMRians for their result.good job guys! -thumbs up-

after new year,itz chinese new year ady.well im not happy bout it since itz not my fav eve.nth special i guess.except for the red packets -evil laugh- :D

for my frens who drop by i sincerely apologize for my lack visit to ur blog and i promise i will visit as frequent as i can.gome ne...

so tatz all for today~im gonna make my wishlist too.haha~goodnight :)