suicide.

as soon as i place myself at the cushion seat at my office,i got tis silly thing brought up my mind.something which is,like i never consider or think 'bout it.
my mind tell me that tis is very stupid & unreasonable.well it's juz something in my mind,not tat im gonna do it pysically.

SUICIDAL :O

come to think of it,i find it very interesting now.my curiousity maybe.haha~
tis is very common,and im pretty sure teens commit tis strange act more.the reason?

pressure?loneliness? :(

i'm thinking,why they wanna bring up this while there are always solution to every problems?not like u gonna end ur life because he/she dumped u.
what if someone wanna end their life just because they feel bored & had enough with their life?like...can't think of any other reason to live?eventhough there's no stress nor pressure on them?

empty.

i guess that's why they wanna end this whole thing up.An empty life.meaningless.
sounds so awkward by saying this out but our life is all we got when we're born.
we have this important mission in this.a big responsibility.we're gonna paint this whole life up and be happy with it.everyone is an artist in their life.so many definations for LIFE.

here's what i got from the dictionary:

"The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and inanimate matter, manifested in functions such as metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment originating from within the organism."

Property,quality,functions...

even the dictionary,a plain straightforward answer teach us something.
do realize that our life is the only property we have since the day we born and we're gonna take them to the end if we're dead.everyone's life is the same.only the quality that matters.everyone is born unique.even the twins are different.what do we demand more when we have a happy peaceful life?in this case we can always exclude wealthy from tis because money is the MAIN reason that break families apart.well this is my point of view but not all the rich ones live like this.just a part of it.

c'mon,just one life.we cant demand for another u know.even if u wanna suicide,just at least think of the people who lying sick & helpless in the hospital.they r struggling every moment just to live while u are struggling every fucking stupid reason just to die.

we may be feeling lonely,we may be in pain,but we're never being left alone.
stick with it.dont lead this to an end.peace.love. :)